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*rage* [16 Jul 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Ace of Base: The Sign ]

That bitch!

OK, FIRST, she sleeps with my boyfriend. And now? JUST because Angel didn't recognize the "greatness" (and note the sarcasm, please) of her, she uses her new position to do ALL those awful things to us! The cable, water, gas AND nearly getting us all evicted. All because she is a selfish, homewrecking bitch.

I love how it didn't even occur to her that she was putting INNOCENT children on the streets when she was doing this. She obviously knew what was going on, since those eviction guys came down here with the official notice for us, as well. What the HELL did we ever do to her? I guess that doesn't really matter to her, though. Just "what can I do to show off that I have a meager amount of power." I so very much hate people like that.

Time to just pick back up where we were now that everything is back on. I wonder if Dennis is still up for a baking day THIS weekend, since last didn't work out so well....

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... [13 Jul 2004|06:40pm]
[ mood | angry ]

OK.

There is a giant..herd...of camels in the hotel.

Let me get this straight... I can't stay here because the hotel is turning into a damn petting zoo? That SPITS on me?

Oh, hell no.

My benefactor said that he had no clue as to why we would be evicted. He's doing some checking into things, hoping to figure stuff out. My kids are FREAKED by the whole ordeal. This isn't just a business to them. It's a place to live. It's what they call home. And to have some faceless, nameless person take that away from them? Is the lowest of the low.

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... [13 Jul 2004|11:33am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Eviction Notice?!?!?

What the hell? I just GOT HERE!

This is so incredibly not cool. My benefactor is getting a phone call. Right now. He better fix all this, and SOON.

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And now this??? [10 Jul 2004|01:09pm]
[ mood | pissed ]

What. The hell. Is going. On.

I got up today, just ready to come in and have a great day in the kitchen with Dennis and the kids. Everyone was looking forward to his ghostly antics, and just making lots of food for later.

Come in, and guess what? Now? NO GAS. Gas stoves don't tend to work so well with no gas.

I hate that the kids are disappointed. And man is that utilities company going to hear something first thing Monday morning.

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What is going on? [09 Jul 2004|05:25pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

OK, yesterday the cable went out. Never mind the annoyance of missing some of my favorite shows, but have you ever been in a room with 20 kids whose MTV suddenly goes all scrambly? They were NOT pleased. But, you know, I can deal with that. We have a dvd player and tons of dvds that have been donated from Blockbuster and Best Buy over the years. Not a problem. And we have a back up dial-up account for the internet...it's annoying to have to wait FOREVER for things to load, but we can deal. Not like we're downloading lost episodes of Wonderfalls or anything, right? Right. Of course, heaven only knows when I'll get to finish the pilot of Joey....

But today the water went out. While I can deal with 20 disgruntled kids when it comes to missing their favorite music videos, I canNOT handle 20 kids who haven't showered. Adolescent boys, people! Also...the girls. Going through a...certain, special time. Trust me when I say that all water around here needs to start working, and SOON. Especially since running to the store around the corner to use their facilities is getting old, and fast.

And the longer this goes on? The worse the utilities company is gonna get it Monday morning at 8am. I'll be standing outside their door just READY to hurt someone.

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Quiet [08 Jul 2004|05:53pm]
[ mood | content ]

I've finally got everything just where it should be. All the beds in the right rooms, all the volunteers on the right schedule, my little staff (I've got to think about replacing Pike, but that's such an AWFUL thought...) all excited about doing the job. Everything is totally coming together. I think I might need to throw some kind of gala reopening type thing sometime soon. I'll have to talk to Angel and his crew about it sometime soon...after all, they live here, too. Can't just have a big party without their permission...plus, I'd love if they could come and enjoy it.

One thing makes me superhappy in this new place of ours. I keep seeing things floating around, so Dennis must be here somewhere! I don't know why he hasn't spoken to me, but...he's gotta be around, right? I mean, it's not like there are all that many ghosts who love snowglobes just floating about!

Another big super happy thing about this new location? Gunn is so close by! He and I have been catching up some whenever he comes down to help set up. He's been through a LOT the last few years. I just can't believe how much, honestly. Especially about his poor ex-girlfriend. I've seen the new version of her roaming around a couple of times, and man... it must be so hard for him to see that. I know they'd been split up for awhile now, but still. Particularly since Wesley is gone, too.He's putting on a really brave face, but I know it must be really bothering him. How could it not be? Anyway, he's dealing the best way he can, and I'm sure he knows I'm here for him if he needs me...anytime of the day or night.

Now, if only things will stay nice and quiet, life will be good.

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All moved in, finally. [23 Jun 2004|08:21pm]

Well, the center is finally moved into it's new building. It's actually a wing of an old hotel called The Hyperion. The real shocker? Guess who the main inhabitants are? Angel Investigations. I was SO surprised to find that out when I got here. Kind of pleasantly so, actually. The wing is far enough away from their action where we don't HAVE to be overly involved with each other... but, at the same time, it's cool to be so close to people I know. And, who knows? Maybe I can help out from time to time with stuff they're doing; I've got at least some resources that could be helpful, after all.

Anyway, being in the hotel really has its perks. I mean, lots of separate little rooms, which the other place didn't really have. So, that is at least a bit more privacy. We've managed to put about 4 beds in each room, with a 5th in some. We've got a whole wing, so that's a LOT of rooms with lots of beds. There's even a little kitchen over here. It's not huge, but I'm sure Angel and his crew won't mind me using the main kitchen just every once in awhile. Well, I hope not. Can't imagine why they would; I'm very neat!

There are really only a couple of little problems to this whole arrangement. One is that we don't have our own entrance; everyone has to go through the hotel lobby. That's not a huge inconvenience now, but it could get that way. The other is that I'm afraid people won't be able to find our new location. I've got someone still at the old place on and off throughout the day for now to direct people over here, along with signs about the move. Still, though. I'm nervous someone will need me and I won't be there. *sighs*

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Moving! [08 Jun 2004|09:53am]
[ mood | weird ]

I know it's been awhile since I posted, but I've been trying to find us a new place to move. I think I finally found one-- it seems perfect for the center, lots of room. We'll be sharing the building with someone else, but that's ok by me. It's supposedly huge, so we might not even see each other. And hey, who knows? They could be helpful every now and then!

Anyway, the next week or so will be spent moving and getting utilities and all that fun stuff. I'm so glad we have someone footing the bill for all of this, we can really afford some good stuff for once. That guy might have an evil enterprise going, but he's obviously got a good side to him as well. And, evil or not, I really appreciate all that he's doing. Now I've just got to uphold my end of the deal and work him some good publicity out of this. It's almost too bad Parker isn't still working for Wolfram & Hart. The boy was good at publicity, I'll give him that. And he'd owe me a favor at the very least...

I'm also really worried about Amy. Pike's still in a coma, and I've been by as often as I can.. but she's been gone for awhile. And the last time I saw her, she was... well, kind of scary. I want to be there for her right now--God, it must be so hard on her--but she's really not... I don't think she's in a place to lean on other people. When she is, though--I really hope she knows I'm here for her.

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Oh God.... [25 May 2004|09:19am]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | beep....beep....beep ]

I'm at the hospital. Have been here all night...

Pike is in a coma. I just can't believe it...Amy called to tell me yesterday, and I hurried over here as fast as I could. The poor thing has been here since Saturday--hasn't really slept or eaten or anything, she's just been crying and casting healing spell on top of healing spell...but for some reason, nothing seems to be working. She left the hospital about midnight last night in search of something more powerful. God, I hope she finds it.

I, obviously, won't be at work today. Possibly not tomorrow either. I can't leave Pike and Amy right now--they're two of my best friends.

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Oh, no... [21 May 2004|11:54am]
[ mood | worried ]

Pike seems to be missing. He didn't show to work this morning, so I called his house... and Amy said he wasn't there, either.. I'm really worried about him. With the madness that was on the streets (but seems to have miraculously cleared up...freaky), he could be really hurt somewhere. I've sent some of the girls out to look for him, but who knows what they'll turn up?

Also, a big thing I forgot to mention in the excitement of the dragon....the center? Is moving! While that is somewhat overshadowed by Pike's disappearance, it's exciting news. I'm not sure *where* we're moving to yet, but we are. My building is a bit on the..well, the shabby side. And that benefactor of Gwen's has agreed that for a little more positive media relating to his firm, he'll finance the entire move, including rent for the new place until we build up some funds.

*sighs* Now, back to the sad news...

I heard through the street talk that Wesley Wyndam Pryce fell in a battle. I don't know the details of his demise, but from what I know of the man, he fell fighting the good fight, and fighting it bravely--even if he stood no chance of survival. My contact with him was brief, but it was significant for me. He was a good man, a good soldier. And he will be missed. I'm sure most of the people in this city had no idea who he was, or what he did--but I imagine his loss will be felt by everyone, somehow.

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Interesting [19 May 2004|11:04pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

I saw Gunn tonight...first time in a long while.

And he asked me a question, as we loaded up some furniture. What would I do if I found out it was all in vain? I'd do exactly what I'm doing now. Working with those who need help. Doing my small, tiny part to make the world slightly better.

We do what we can while we're here. If we worry about the big picture too much, then... we'd never get anything done. Worry about your own small part, and fight the fight you believe in...and that's all we can do.

...uh...I think I just saw a dragon swoop past the window...gotta go check that out...

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Oh, wow... [17 May 2004|12:14pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

Ok, this weekend? Was insane. Gwen and I, for the past couple of weeks, have been just going crazy trying to get in touch with this guy that was supposed to be able to help her with her chip. We were calling and going up there and bugging his secretary--lots of stuff. He never answered us, or even bothered to acknowledge our existence, really. Gwen finally got pissed off and decided to use her knowledge and, um, special talents to figure out a way to get what we wanted. For me, what I wanted was just to meet with the guy and get him interested in the center, but I wasn't opposed to helping Gwen out. I know she's got it pretty rough with the whole "Can't touch anyone" thing going on. It's gotta be hard on her. So, I told her as long as we didnt' do anything TOO horrible, I was in.

She came up with all these crazy ideas, and we finally decided on one which involved essentially breaking into this guys house at night, finding either a chip or the plans for her chip, and leaving. Things were going pretty well--we'd managed to get past pretty much all the security and everything, but then somehow, we tripped an alarm and all these gaurds came at us. Gwen fought a lot of them off, but I wasn't really helpful in the hand-to-hand combat and got knocked out kind of quickly. When I woke up, Gwen and I were in a little cell waiting for...well...whatever people in little cell's wait for. Gwen was amazingly calm during all of it--she was so calm, it calmed me down. And with nothing to do in the cell but talk....we did. A lot. About her past and mine. I think I shocked the hell out of her with some of the stuff I've done. She couldn't seem to understand how I got to be who I am now, from who I was. She seemed kind of..in awe, I guess. Then she got quiet and thoughtful....and then some guy came and got us and brought us to see the man we were TRYING to see all along.

Once we got into his office and started talking to him, he was actually somewhat reasonable. I told him that we'd been trying to get an appointment with him for a couple of weeks now, and that no one was at all helpful. I explained our situation was somewhat dire and we resorted to breaking and entering as the only solution. I did most of the talking, because Gwen told me she'd be likely to fly off the handle at him...or, well...."kick his ass all over L.A." as she put it. He was pretty lenient and told us that he didn't have any of the chips remaining because someone had stolen the prototype. He did, however, still have the plans for the chip. We struck a deal, and he promised to have another chip made if his coporation could be associated, in a positive light, with my teen center. He said they needed some "good press" and that everything written about them lately had been really awful. So...for the next few months, his corporation and the teen center will be working together on various projects. It'll be minimal work for him, but maximal exposure. He is, however, donating some supplies and furniture to us. I've got to get all of our old stuff out by Wednesday so that his people can move the new stuff in.

It was a crazy weekend. Really nuts. But...everything kind of worked out for the best, I think. Gwen still has a ways to go here at the center, and she has a long while to wait before she can get that chip...but, it'll happen, I think. I hope.

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Sometimes the best surprises come from the strangest places.... [28 Apr 2004|10:45pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

So, Gwen came back today. I was somewhat cold to her at first, I have to admit...but as it turns out, she's kind of gone through hell the past couple of weeks. Seems the company that made the chip she relies on to control her electric..um..tendencies has shut down or moved or something...she had to go overseas to try and hunt them down, only to find out the persone she needed was right here in L.A.

THEN she gave me some great news.

She said she went to try and talk to him, and she briefly mentioned to this guy that she does work at my center--and he might be interested in donating! Apparently, he's some megarich philanthropic guy--so she and I are going to go back there this weekend, and I'm going to talk to him about what goes on here at the center. I'm hoping he'll still be interested in donating, and maybe he can really help us out...

So, hey. I guess having Gwen here is a good thing after all...

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whoa.... [23 Apr 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | shaken up ]

ok...

Badness this morning. Lots of badness...I came into work, same as always...and who was at my doorstep but Parker...that lying, cheating scum, Parker. But it was Parker in an entirely different light.. he was snivelling, shaking, wet, and stunk of beer. He was caked with dirt and sewage.. it was obvious he'd been on a drinking binge, and he wound up in front of the Center. Part of me? Wanted to have a good laugh and leave him lying there. But... I just couldn't. I went to him and woke him up, and tried to get him to stand. He wouldn't stop mumbling..saying he was sorry, that he was a wretched man, that he was just trying to make a connection... before I could say or do anything else, though--he ran. Well, stumbled. I didn't follow him--maybe I should have. I just hope he makes it home in one piece. *sighs*

You know, it's not that I really think fondly of him, but I certainly don't wish him that. He must be going through some kind of hell to have gotten that low. I hope whatever it is, he turns out ok. I'm sure he will--probably he'll come out smelling like roses and sex, ready to bed down his next conquest by the end of the week.

I know it's been awhile since I've posted here. I've been pretty busy, though--not a lot of time to take out of the day to do this. Gwen, as you may remember, has been working here for the past few weeks... well, except for since April Fool's. She lost some chip of hers that made her...um...less electric? Anyway, I told her she could take some time to go and see if she could find it, or get it replaced--she's not much good to me if everything she touches gets fried. She still hasn't come back. I'm not sure how long I should give her before I tell her lawyer/parole officer-type person that she hasn't been here. I figure I'll give her one more week to show back up before I decide she's just disappeared for good...

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Well, yesterday was strange... [02 Apr 2004|10:29pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I was in Rome.

But not in me.

I thought I was back to my acid trippy stoner days....and it was NOT good...*shudder* I just hope that I didn't do anything horrid to that girl's body. Not sure WHO she was, but...she had some *really* cool shiny trippy hair..

I almost miss those days....

Anyway... woke up this morning in the teen center, with my face planted on the keyboard. This isn't entirely unusual.. I guess whoever *was* in me took good care of me... for which I thank them! Thank you, oh strange body inhabitor!!

I don't know what the hell was happening yesterday, but it wasn't just me. Gwen came in today to ask for the day off.. she went into this whole big story, trying to explain that she "Wasn't herself" yesterday. Finally, I had to interrupt her and just say "So, someone else inhabited your body yesterday? Yes, that happened to me as well...what do you need?"

She was a bit stunned...I think she thought I was *actually* pretty clueless about that stuff. Not even close!! So, she tells me that whoever had her body removed something she needed. I looked at her and she seemed to have everything intact... I asked her what and she sighed and told me what was really going on. Apparently, whenever her skin comes into contact with other people, she gives them a really serious electric shock. Which explains the sudden covering of all her skin....

Well, the girl in her body yesterday removed a metal chip thing that kept Gwen from shocking people. And now Gwen needs to get it back, and she needed the day off to do this. I, of course, told her to take the time she needed, she'd just have to make it up with me later on so she could get all her community service hours in.

I think I almost impressed her. Heh. I can't believe how happy I am I did...

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Long....day [01 Apr 2004|10:00pm]
[ mood | zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ]

Too...tired....but....

Keep....researching....gotta...find....


*head falls to keyboard*


*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*

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Spent the morning working on the computer... [01 Apr 2004|03:10pm]
[ mood | agitated ]

I wasn't able to come up with much, though. Looked at some other people's journal's, just to see where everyone was... And, wow.

First of all, Buffy isn't in Rome... she's in, of all places, her ex-boyfriend Pike's body. This could actually work out to be great, though, because I found some paperwork saying he works for the girl I'm in..Anne...yeah.

Xander is now in England, in Bridget's body... and Giles is in Hank Summers' body..poor Giles....

So, I remember this from last year, of course... but then it was Ethan Rayne. I don't think this is him, though.. for one thing, he'd know it didn't do anything but annoy us last year. Not really his style to be repetitious, anyway. I guess I better get all research-y and see what I can find...

Colleen and Caridad are going to be here to help me soon, I think. Thank the Goddess some other people are in L.A., too....

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Ooooo-KAY! [01 Apr 2004|05:19am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Note to those wacky evil people out there! DO NOT take me out of my body when I'm thinking happy thoughts about Kennedy and put me where she's NOT!


Ugh. Not that this chick I managed to land in isn't alright.. I guess she's actually kind of a cutie. But DAMMIT!


I've been goin' through her apartment all night. Seems her name is Anne Steele, and, to tell the truth, she looks totally familiar... but I'm pretty she we've never met. Huh.

Anyway... she has a lot of paperwork about some teen center in L.A., so I'm guessin' that's where I am. L.A. I wonder if Fred's around...mmm I wonder who got my body... and worse...what they're doing with it

I tried a few basic spells.. just in case I somehow retained my powers--nope, no such luck. This Anne girl is apparently kind of powerless. I figure I'll go check out this teen center, see what's there...

And thank the Goddess she has a computer...maybe I can find the others or something... or oooh! I can check my own journal (she has hers set to auto-login) and see who's in me....

...

...


...


AMY?!?!?!

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Just a little bit more... [31 Mar 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | REM- Everybody Hurts ]

Gwen is, thank God, only here for a bit longer. She's gotten marginally better--she at least seems resigned to working here. I think she finally realized I wasn't going to be bought off. I don't think she understands it yet, but... at least she seems to have accepted it.

The kids are ok with her for the most part. I don't know how much they really like her, but they treat her with some respect at the very least. I don't think she and I will ever see eye to eye.. but at least it's almost over.

Pike seems to get along with her better, though....

Anyway, other than the normal everyday stuff, not a lot goin' on here. Just the Gwen thing, really. I've been thinking of signing up to start at a college for the summer. I want to do something with my high school diploma, now that I actually have the thing, and I've put it off for too long--always one thing or another coming up.

I'm also restless.. antsy. Fidgety even. I think I honestly miss dating.. I mean, ok, yeah, no more guys right right... but---I'm BORED. Ugh. Maybe I'll go out to a club or something this weekend, see what's what...

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ready to pull out my hair.... [18 Mar 2004|11:38pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

UGH! This girl.....

The person that the courts sent me? For help? Oh. My. God. She's so... I don't even have the words. Every day she has tried to bribe me to let her out of here. I don't give into it and she just.... acts like I'm entirely stupid. I mean, hello! I know she's just trying to get out of work. I know she's one of those little rich brats that's had everything handed to her on a silver platter all her life, and she's just trying to buy her way out of more trouble.

Well. This time? That's not gonna cut it. although I was tempted....all that money...no more of her...but no She's going to have to work her way out of this one, not buy it. And I'm working her as hard as I possibly can. And I'll keep it up, too, until maybe she realizes that there are people who don't have what she had in her life. I want her to look around her with those pretty little brown eyes and figure it out--life? Not easy. And she can help some people with the assets she has if she just LOOKS.

Until then, I will just continue to be so incredibly frustrated....

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